[06 Nov 2006|05:17pm] oh, life...what's going on with you lately? i feel like i'm in the twilight zone or something. gfgljkblkdbjgfsdh things are on my mind.. i really miss you kid, a lot. I went on a walk inside your head, the other day I couldn't believe some of the things, I heard you say cause I've seen the way, that you've been looking at me and its dangerous, and very intentionally well we can spend the afternoon, locked in your room don't act so surprised, I know what you wanna do turn off my phone, cause I don't wanna hear it ring I know my girls be calling up, consistently saying.. ohh, here we go again you know we thought she learned her lesson ohh but I guess I didn't and it'd be foolish to pretend to say that, I never loved you, and ill never ever love you again So I was walking down the road, the other day I was doing just fine, daydreaming my life away and then, little daisy caught my eye, and said "ill tell you if he loves you or not" and to my surprise well I think that daisy lied, cause I seen the way, that you've been looking in my eyes, its ohh so nice, you got me in a daze and now, how could I complain ohh, no here we go again, you know I thought I learned my lesson, but you know I never do and it'd be stupid to believe that I never loved you and that I'll never love you again again, ill never love you again, ill be thinking of you again and again, and again, and again post comment

[19 Oct 2006|09:52pm] ( Put music to our troubles and we'll dance them away. ) post comment

[18 Oct 2006|10:51pm] head like a hole, black as your soul i'd rather die than give you control. figures..haha jerk. post comment

[16 Oct 2006|08:56pm] life is really amazing. i'm happy a lot of the time. petty things don't aggrivate me anymore and i find myself saying "i don't give a fuck" to a lot of the stupid things. being clean is going really well it's 26 day today and i'm happy about it. i was talking to anthony's brother about some stuff at the mayfair show yesterday and i really don't want to go back to doing things like i was. it's not worth it right now. and i thought a lot about things this weekend. there always has to be some underlying drama. i love to be happy and just kinda be in my own world doing what i have to do and i really hate when people try to start saying things that just put down what you believe in. i don't ever want to hear "what happens when you realize that peace is a whole bunch of bullshit and violence is just life" again. that is re-fucking-diculous.if you seriously think that the only thing in life that should be considered is violence than i think you might have a problem. be happy, live and love, life is good so keep it that way. on another note, i miss some of my old friends. you all left for college and i'm still here. in this school. which i think is probably the only thing that makes me unhappy right now. other than school things are really good. but i still miss you all and i wish i could see all of you! <3 265 days until i'm 18 and goneeeee. :D post comment

[13 Oct 2006|11:06pm] so, i think i have a thing for a boy. but the fucked up thing is, i know it's not a good idea. no one would "approve" of him. i like hanging out with him. and i like being near him. i wish it was easier to consider someone. everyone seems to have an opinion on things these days. and to some point i wouldn't blame anyone for thinking it's not the best idea that i even hang out with him. sucks, man. people always have to say something.. i wish i could close off certain times into different worlds. where there's no worries. just you and the people you want around. 23 days clean mudafucka's! 2 comments|post comment

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